Muhammadiyah in Indonesia



BACKGROUND      
           
Indonesia flag
     
 Indonesia or officially the Republic of Indonesia, is a unitary sovereign state and transcontinental country located mainly in Southest Asia. Situated between the Indian and Pacific oceans, it is the world's largest island country with more than seventeen thousand islands[1]. Indonesia is the world's 14th largest country in terms of land area and world's 7th largest country in terms of combined sea and land area. Indonesia flag is consist of red and white strips which is similar to Poland and Monaco flag. In Indonesia, the flag is also known as Sang Saka Merah Putih. 

INTRODUCTION
           
      Muhammadiyah (Arabic: محمدية) or the full name is Pensyarikatan Muhammadiyah is a major Islamic non-governmental organization in Indonesia. The organization was foundin 1912 by Ahmad Dahlan in the city of Yogjakarta as a reformist socio-religious movement, advocating ijtihad- individual interpretation of Al-quranand Sunnah , as opposed to taqlid- the acceptance of the traditional interpretation propounded by Ulama' 
            
        The name of Muhammadiyah has been taken from the name of our last Prophet, Muhammad (S.A.W) and followed by ya nisbiah محمدية at the back which mean characterizing. Judging from the name literally in fact all Muslims are Muhammadiyah. The  word  is  later  became  the  name  of  a  group  or  organization. 

MUHAMMADIYAH FLAG

       Every organization has their own flag and symbol to identify their identity so same goes to this group.Muhammadiyah flag consists of a sun with the twelve rays around it. At the centre of the sun, there is an Arabic words محمدية and around it there is a kalimah syahadah: asyhadu an la ila ha illa Allah on top and wa asyhadu anna muhammadar rasulAllah at thr bottom.

     
        All the symbol is white on the green background. Each symbol has its own meaning. The symbol of the sun means the focal point in the solar system and a source of strength of all living things on earth. If the sun becomes source of life, Muhammadiyah is expected to be a source of spiritual strength to Islamic values with a core of two sentences creed (kalimah syahadah). Next, the twelve white rays are symbolized the determination and strength of Muhammadiyah members in fighting for Islam, and the spirit undaunted and unyielding as the apostle of prophet Isa totaling 12 ( الحواريي ). Furthermore, the white color in the whole image of the sun symbolizes purity and sincerity and the green color is the basic color which means peace and prosperity.

HISTORY
     
       Muhammadiyah was founded in Kauman Village, Yogyakarta, on Dzulhijjah 8, 1330 in Islamic calendar or November 18, 1912 by a man named Muhammad Darwis, who is at a later time known as KHA Dahlan.He used to be a royal servant in Yogyakarta Sultanate Royal Palace in charge of being a preacher, and he also worked as a trader.  Seeing a rigid, obstinate condition of Muslims at that moment full of mystical rituals, he was touched to urge people to go back to real Islamic teachings based on Al Qur’an and Hadith (the sayings and deeds of Prophet Muhammad). Therefore, at the breaks of his activity as a preacher and trader, he taught religious teachings at home.
     
        Initially, people declined his teaching; however, owing to his patience and resilience, his family and close friends gradually accepted it. His trading occupation truly supported his urging, so in a short time his teachings went beyond Kauman Village, reaching outside the region and even Java Island. To organize his activities, he founded Muhammadiyah organization that nowadays exists nationwide. 
      
     Ahmad Dahlan, much influenced by Egyptian reformist Muhammad ‘Abduh, considered modernization and purification of religion from syncretic practices were very vital in reforming this religion. Therefore, since its beginning Muhammadiyah has been very concerned with maintaining tawhid, and refining monotheism in society.
      
     Apart from giving lessons/knowledge to men, KHA Dahlan also taught women in a study forum called "Sidratul Muntaha". At daybreak, he taught male and female children, and he taught grown-ups at night. KHA Dahlan led Muhammadiyah from 1912 to 1922, the period still using organizational yearly meeting system. On the 11th meeting, Muhammadiyah was under KH Ibrahim’s chairmanship until 1934. In 1926, annual meeting changed to yearly congress that at a later time changed to every-3-year congress. Today, Muhammadiyah congress is held every 5 year. Muhammadiyah has generally avoided politics. Unlike Nahdatul Ulama, it never formed a political party. Since its establishment, it has devoted itself to educational and social activities.


VISION AND MISSION

The ideal vision of Muhammadiyah is; The realization of real Islamic society. Meanwhile, the ideal mission of Muhammadiyah are;
(1)   Upholding pure Tauhid (oneness of God) based on Al-Quran and As-Sunnah.
(2)   Spreading and advancing Islamic teachings based on Al-Quran and shahihah (authentic) As-  Sunnah.
(3)   Realizing Islam in personal life, family, and society.

THE OBJECTIVE OF LONG-TERM PROGRAMME (MUHAMMADIYAH VISSION 2025

The objective long term of Muhammadiyah in 2025 are;

 1.  Create Muhammadiyah development as an excellent Islamic movement compared  to other Islamic movements in carrying out the mission of da'wah and tajdid showed by the excellence of the movement systems,agents, leaderships and organizations, networks, enterpreneurship, and movement actions as the important and strategic factors for the realization of real Islamic society and showed by Muhammadiah roles in the dynamic living people, country and global world.
2. Implement Islamic teaching and aroused people's awareness of the excellence of the Islamic way of life that assures the realization of better social system in all walks of life as the form of the existence of Islam as the blessings for the universe and brings people to reach safety/ happiness in the world and the Hereafter.

3. Develop social, national and state lives which are more excellent marked by the development of religious life, morality, intellectuality, and social capacity; encourage the functions of social powerand governmental institutions assuring the realization of advanced, just, prosperous and dignified and sovereign state and national life under the blessing of Allah.

4. Just, peaceful, dignified global life systems, proportional role and responsibilities of Muslim people among other world community as the form of the existence of Islam as the blessings for the universe in the global world.



THE PRINCIPLE

            Intent and purpose of Muhammadiyah was established as a religious reform movement cannot be separated from Muhammadiyah views about the status and functions of the Qur’an and Sunnah, reason and order of social life. As we can see, Muhammadiyah efforts to enforce and uphold the religion of Islam that originated in Al qu’an, Sunnah. Hence, there are some principles that they adopt in their movement in order to make sure the Muhammadiyah Movement is in line with syariah.

            Firstly.the principle of monotheism.It is means that Muhammadiyah movement should be the realization of faith,oneness of God,worship Allah only. Beside that,the principle of mercy .Muhammadiyah movement should be the realization and execution of Islamic mercy. They must do the dakwah in a good manner and invite people to Islam wisely. Other than that, the principle of caliphate. That is to say that Muhammadiyah Movement should be the elaboration and execution of caliphate function of Muslims in life.

            In addition, the principle of benefit. Muhammadiyah movement should pay attention to public benefit. For instance, they establish schools for students, build the hospitals and many more. These are crucial for the betterment of ummah. Next, the principle of flexibility .It is mean that Muhammadiyah program should be flexible and effective by efficiently utilizing human resources. The program also must be suitable for public in order to achieve the goal of Islamic Movement.

            Last but not least,the principle of law and justice .The execution of Muhammadiyah program should consider to the creation of justice in society and national life. Thus, we can realized that all the principles is planed to attain peace and harmony in the life.


ORGANIZATION

The national headquarters was originally in Yogyakarta. However, by 1970 the committees dealing with education, economics, health and social welfare had been relocated to the national capital, Jakarta.
Muhammadiyah is supported by several autonomous organizations:
  • Aisyiyah ( Women )
  • Pemuda Muhammadiyah ( Youth )
  • Nasyiatul Aisyiyah ( Young Women )
  • Ikatan Pelajar Muhammadiyah ( Student association )
  • Ikatan Mahasiswa Muhammadiyah (College student)
  • Tapak Suci Putra Muhammadiyah (Pencak Silat)
  • Hisbul Wathan (Scouting).
The central committee structure consists of five advisors, a chairman, a vice chairman, a secretary general and some deputies, a treasurer and some deputies, as well as several deputies of chairman.

 CHALLENGES/THREATS
          
Every Islamic Movements must have faced a lot of challenges throughout their work. The challenges become a part of their journey, as a barrier that they have to face in order to achieve their goals. Muhammadiyah is also not excepted from these challenges. Among the challenges faced by Muhammadiyah are: the flow of secularism-materialism attacking the world becomes a big temptation and challenge for Muhammadiyah members to be able to strongly hold to their commitment in Muhammadiyah life and to make Islam as a religion of rahmatan lil-‘alamin (mercy for the entire world).

Besides, the radical tendency in socio-political and religious movements producing conflict and violence becomes a challenge for Muhammadiyah in offering Islamic Movement that brings peace, light, and mercy for the entire world. The grip of global capitalism that affects the world development and life orientation based on profit, exploitation, material worship, and worldly pleasure in the life of the world community also becomes a challenge to Muhammadiyah when it affects the development of Muhammadiyah’s charity and services to be profit-oriented and far away from the theology/ideology of Al-Ma’un.

Lastly, ASEAN Charter and the movement of geo-political, geo-economical, and geo-social-cultural gravity center from Europe and North America to Asia, especially China, can be a threat and challenge for Muhammadiyah when they are not responded by Muhammadiyah in a concrete way. The threat is that Muhammadiyah can be an outdated organization.




ACTIVITIES AND CONTRIBUTION


            Muhammadiyah, in The Encyclopedia of Britannica is noted as Muslim reformist organization. As a Muslim reformist in nature, the main activities of Muhammadiyah are related to religion and education. It has also functioned as charitable organization.

            In the aspect of education, Muhammadiyah has established two types of formal school for early education which are the modern school and the pesantren. The schools are the same like the government schools. Some of the modern schools are even open to non-Muslim. And for the informal education, they also have traditional pesantren which the teaching and learning sessions are conducted traditionally whereby the students will sit in front of the teacher and read the religious treatise between the lines. They have approximately 5754 schools of these types all over Indonesia. For the higher education, they also build Muhammadiyah universities in many regions in Indonesia. These universities offer courses just like the other local universities. And some of the branches even have make connection with universities outside of the country.

            In the aspect of social and charity, Muhammadiyah has built several hundreds of medical clinics and hospital. They also have orphanages and also welfare home. It functions to provide shelter and residential care for the needy children and orphans. It also has been appointed by Ministry of Social and Family Development as one of the governmental body in charge of charity and social works.  In religious aspect, Muhammadiyah movement has their own mosques all around Indonesia. Their mosques also function as a place for social activities.


CONCLUSION
      At the moment, Muhammadiyah is the second largest Islamic organization in Indonesia with 29 million members after the Nahdatul Ulama. Although Muhammadiyah leaders and members are often actively involved in shaping the politics in Indonesia, Muhammadiyah is not a political party. It has devoted itself to social and educational activities. Their main vision is to realize the real Islamic society and they are getting near to achieve it.


[1] (Country Studies ed.). US Library of Congress. Retrieved 3 February 2017

Respond to atheis

Does God knows and records everything that is going to happen? If so, where is our free will then?
Answer: 
           
Allah knows everything that will happen. The first thing that He created was the "pen" and He ordered the pen to write. As mentioned in Al-Quran: “Nun. By the pen and what they inscribe” (68:1). The pen wrote until it had written everything that would happen. And then Allah began to create the universe. All of this was already known to Him before He created it. He does have absolute and total control at all times. There is nothing that happens except that He is in control of it. “And with Him are the keys of the unseen; none knows them except Him. And He knows what is on the land and in the sea. Not a leaf falls but that He knows it. And no grain is there within the darknesses of the earth and no moist or dry [thing] but that it is [written] in a clear record.” (6:59).
           
Now as we all know, God is all-powerful, and He is all knowing. Then He would naturally know everything that happens before they happen by virtue of his all knowing perfect knowledge. God does not need to wait until a man do something for him to learn about it, if that were the case, that God did not know what that man would do until he do it, this would then mean that God is not all knowing, and if God is not all knowing and is not perfect in His knowledge then He cannot be God. So again, based on the fact that God’s knowledge is perfect, that He knows everything, this means He also knows what we will do before we even do it because His knowledge is perfect.
            
Even though God has already recorded everything that will happen, again this is based on His perfect attribute of knowledge, we, as a servant are not privy to that recorded document. So while God knows what we will do today, tomorrow, and next week, we ourselves do not know. Thus, people cannot use this as some excuses that their free will is somehow determined and they cannot really do anything because what will happen will happen. Hence, what happens is based on our choices, we cannot simply put our hands up and say ‘well my actions have already been recorded so who cares’ because we have no idea about our future actions, at the end of the day it is our choices that are being made that lead to the actions we are doing.
            
So what is recorded, is based on what ourselves chose to do, we were not forced to do it, we ourselves chose to commit that action. Actually, Allah knows every result and outcome of the choices but He let us to decide it. This means that at the core of everything will always be our intentions. Whatever we intended, is what we will have the reward for. Each person will be judged according to what Allah gave them to work with, how they used it and what they intended to do with it.
           
As to respond to the atheists, they should be given a simple example for them to perceive it easily. For instance, there are two students A and B who want to be a doctor. Students A is struggling in his studies meanwhile, student B keep enjoying his life and neglecting his responsibilities as a student. After some years, finally, student B achieves his dreams to become a doctor. From this example, God knew both students want to be a doctor based on His perfect attribute of being all knowing, however He did not force or compel them to be a doctor. They by their own free wills and choices, decided their own journeys.

                        

As Muslims, we believe in Judgment Day. Allah tells us that everything we are doing is being recorded and not a single tiny thing escapes from this record. Even an atom's weight of good will be seen on the Day of Judgment and even a single atom's weight of evil will be seen too.  As stated in Al-Quran: “So whoever does an atom's weight of good will see it, And whoever does an atom's weight of evil will see it.” (99:7-8). The one who will bring the evidences against us will be ourselves. Our ears, tongue, eyes and all of our bodies will begin to testify against us in front of Allah on the Day of Judgment. None will be oppressed on that Day, none will be falsely accused.

 He could have put everyone in their respective places from the very beginning, but the people would complain as to why they were thrown in Hell without being given a chance. This life is exactly that; a chance to prove to ourselves who we really are and what we would really do if we indeed had a free choice. Allah knows everything that will happen, but we do not.
            
So in conclusion, according to Islam God knows everything, this therefore means He knows what you will do before you do it, He does not need to wait for something to happen in order to find out, He already knows due to His perfect knowledge. With this perfect knowledge of His, He has recorded down everything that will happen. However so just because everything has been recorded down, does not mean we are negated our free will, what has been recorded down is based on God’s perfect knowledge of what we will do based on the choices we made, it is not based on what God will force we to do, and this is the key to understanding.

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Nothing is Us

Salam sayang semua.
Sihat tak? Harap harap semua sihat walfiat. So, memandangkan sekarang aku dalam bas. Otw balik ke uia dan tak tahu nak buat apa, tetiba tergerak hati nak bukak apps Blogger nih.

Korang, pernah tak rasa kekurangan? Rasa tak cukup duit? Rasa terbeban dengan masalah kewangan?
Mesti pernah annn.

Ok. Jadi, hari ni aku cuma nak share tips atau cara untuk fulfillkan rasa kekurangan tu dengan something yang lebih barakah.

Korang yang masih student, mesti ada buat pinjama  PTPTN kan? Kalau tak pon, dapat biasiswa tajaan mana mana. So, bersyukurlah bersyukurlah bersyukurlah atas bantuan itu.

Korang, first time dapat tau PT atau bia dah masuk apa yang korang buat?
Joli? Berjimba? Beli apa yang patut? Makan?

Hehehe.

Takpelah nak buat apa. Cuma , banyak atau sikit duit yang kita dapat tu, bagilah kat parents kita. Yup, tahu. Mak ayah takkan pernah mintak dan im pretty sure yang mak ayah kita lagi banyak duit dari kita. Kan?

Sayang,
Ini semua untuk berkat. Untuk kita tahu susah payah mak ayah cari duit,
Untuk murahkan rezeki melalui doa ibu ayah.
Dan sebagai peluang untuk kita merasa kegirangan mak ayah atas usaha yang kita lakukan untuk bahagiakan mereka.
Dan ,
Mintalah, pohonlah supaya mak ayah doa untuk murahkan rezeki kita di dunia dan akhirat

Next, sedekah.
Punca pintu rezeki terbuka adalah dengan berkongsi kesenangan dengan orang lain.
Ya. Mungkin orang akan cakap,
" wey, aku pon pinjam PtPtn je kot,  tak cukup nak bersedekah. Diri sendiri pon pinjam ngan orang ada hati nak bersedekah"

Dear,
Its no an excuse for you to do kindness.
Kalau tak mampu untuk hulur note merah,note biru pon tak pe.
Kalau tak mampu nak kasi wang, beli roti plus air mineral pon dah ok.

Tak surut pon duit yang kita dapat tu andai dibandingkan dengan amal jariah yang kita buat .
Apalah sangat.

Homeless kat malaysia ni ramai.
Rata rata kau pergi, kau akan jumpa.
Why not,
You buy them a bottle of mineral water plus a plate of rice?
Kan 7E banyak. Macam macam boleh dapat.
Tak sampai pon rm10.

Above all, sincerity is too important.
Ikhlas dan niat adalah syarat utama dalam beramal.

انما الأعمال بالنية، وإنما لكل مرئ ما نوى.

Hadam,
Telan,
Amal.

Sama sama kita berubah.
Moga rezeki lebih diberkati.
Amin.

Syafaat Intercession الشفاعة

.Assalamualaikum readers

شفاعته رسول الله لآهل الكبائر من امته

أعلم أن الشفاعة هي طلب الخير من الغير للغير و هي ثابته في القراءان الكريم :

﴿مَنْ ذَا الَّذِي يَشْفَعُ عِنْدَهُ إِلَّا بِإِذْنِهِ﴾ (سورة البقرة:255) ،
﴿وَلَا يَشْفَعُونَ إِلَّا لِمَنِ ارْتَضَى﴾ (سورة الأنبياء:28)
﴿قُلْ لِلَّهِ الشَّفَاعَةُ جَمِيعًا ۖ لَهُ مُلْكُ السَّمَاوَاتِ وَالْأَرْضِ ۖ ثُمَّ إِلَيْهِ تُرْجَعُونَ(سورة الزمر:44)
﴿وَلَا تَنْفَعُ الشَّفَاعَةُ عِنْدَهُ إِلَّا لِمَنْ أَذِنَ لَهُ ۚ حَتَّىٰ إِذَا فُزِّعَ عَنْ قُلُوبِهِمْ قَالُوا مَاذَا قَالَ رَبُّكُمْ ۖ قَالُوا الْحَقَّ ۖ وَهُوَ الْعَلِيُّ الْكَبِيرُ﴾ (سورة السبأ:23)
         
في القراءن الكريم ليس يبينلنا بتفاصيل عن شفاعة رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم و المحاتجونها. ولكن هنا يوجد الأحاديث يذكر عنه:
1)   حَدَّثَنَا سُلَيْمَانُ بْنُ حَرْبٍ، حَدَّثَنَا بِسْطَامُ بْنُ حُرَيْثٍ، عَنْ أَشْعَثَ الْحُدَّانِيِّ، عَنْ أَنَسِ بْنِ مَالِكٍ، عَنِ النَّبِيِّ صلى الله عليه وسلم قَالَ ‏:‏ ‏ "‏ شَفَاعَتِي لأَهْلِ الْكَبَائِرِ مِنْ أُمَّتِي ‏"[1]
The Prophet () said: My intercession will be for those of my people who have committed major sins.
2)     حَدَّثَنَا إِسْمَاعِيلُ بْنُ أَسَدٍ، حَدَّثَنَا أَبُو بَدْرٍ، حَدَّثَنَا زِيَادُ بْنُ خَيْثَمَةَ، عَنْ نُعَيْمِ بْنِ أَبِي هِنْدٍ، عَنْ رِبْعِيِّ بْنِ حِرَاشٍ، عَنْ أَبِي مُوسَى الأَشْعَرِيِّ، قَالَ قَالَ رَسُولُ اللَّهِ ـ صلى الله عليه وسلم ـ ‏ "‏ خُيِّرْتُ بَيْنَ الشَّفَاعَةِ وَبَيْنَ أَنْ يَدْخُلَ نِصْفُ أُمَّتِي الْجَنَّةَ فَاخْتَرْتُ الشَّفَاعَةَ لأَنَّهَا أَعَمُّ وَأَكْفَى أَتُرَوْنَهَا لِلْمُتَّقِينَ لاَ وَلَكِنَّهَا لِلْمُذْنِبِينَ الْخَطَّائِينَ الْمُتَلَوِّثِينَ ‏"‏ ‏.‏[2]
 “I was given the choice between being admitted to Paradise, and I chose intercession, because it is more general and more sufficient. Do you think it is for the pious? No, it is for the impure sinners.”

3)   حَدَّثَنَا هِشَامُ بْنُ عَمَّارٍ، حَدَّثَنَا إِسْمَاعِيلُ بْنُ عَيَّاشٍ، حَدَّثَنِي بَحِيرُ بْنُ سَعْدٍ، عَنْ خَالِدِ بْنِ مَعْدَانَ، عَنِ الْمِقْدَامِ بْنِ مَعْدِيكَرِبَ، عَنْ رَسُولِ اللَّهِ صلى الله عليه وسلم قَالَ ‏ "‏ لِلشَّهِيدِ عِنْدَ اللَّهِ سِتُّ خِصَالٍ يُغْفَرُ لَهُ فِي أَوَّلِ دَفْعَةٍ مِنْ دَمِهِ وَيُرَى مَقْعَدَهُ مِنَ الْجَنَّةِ وَيُجَارُ مِنْ عَذَابِ الْقَبْرِ وَيَأْمَنُ مِنَ الْفَزَعِ الأَكْبَرِ وَيُحَلَّى حُلَّةَ الإِيمَانِ وَيُزَوَّجُ مِنَ الْحُورِ الْعِينِ وَيُشَفَّعُ فِي سَبْعِينَ إِنْسَانًا مِنْ أَقَارِبِهِ ‏"‏ ‏.‏[3]

“The martyr has six things (in store) with Allah: He is forgiven from the first drop of his blood that is shed; he is shown his place in Paradise; he is spared the torment of the grave; he is kept safe from the Great Fright; he is adorned with a garment of faith; he is married to (wives) from among the wide-eyed houris; and he is permitted to intercede for seventy of his relatives.”

        من كل الأحاديث, أعلم أن رحمة رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم لأمته واسعة جدا لأن يشفع النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم لأهل الكبائر.المحتاجون لشفاعة النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم هم أهل الكبائر و أخراجهم من النار بعد أن دخولها بالشفاعة العزيزة من رسول الله.يختر رسول الله الشفاعة و ليس يختر نصف أمته لدخول الجنة. هذا يدل أن رسول الله يحب أمته فيكون من عظيم فضله على هذه الأمة أما الأتقياء والأولياء والشهداء هم أهل شفاعة لغيرهم.فالواجب على المسلم أن يؤمنون بالله و رسوله و يتبعون سنة الرسول الله في كل حياتهم و يتركون ما حرم الله و يعملون ما أمر الله.

         ثم إنه قد ثبت أن الإيمان يزداد بزيادة الأعمال الصالحة، وينقص بنقصانها، كما أنه يضعف بارتكاب المعاصي، مما يلقي بظلل من الرين على القلب، قال تعالى: (كلا بل ران على قلوبهم ما كانوا يكسبون) (المطففين: 14). فإذا استمر العبد في الانهماك في اقتراف الكبائر، ربما أدى ذلك إلى انعدام الإيمان فمات على الكفر، فلا تنفعه شفاعة الشافعين، بل يدخل النار خالداً مخلداً فيها.



 [1]  سنن أبي داود4739 كتاب 42 حديث 144
 [2] سنن ابن ماجة, كتاب 37,حديث  4453 .

[3]  سنن ابن ماجة ,ج 5, كتاب 37 حديث 4311.


 A litle bit sharing from my assingment on the intercession of  Prophet Muhammad to the sinner from His Ummah. I'm pretty sure , this sharing may help us in improving ourselves to be more grateful and obedient servant. May Allah bless us. Amin 



JOm!

Salam Olimpik semua. Hahahaha. Sihat tak ? Emosi ok? Hahaha.Dah ! tak yah nak emo sangat. Kita tak de rezeki lagi nak genggam emas. But, to Datuk Lee Chong Wei, congrates! you battled hard, dont say sorry k. Ahaks !

Ok. Hari ni, nak share suatu peristiwa yang buat aku rasa Allah tu betul-betul tutup aib kita. 
Allahu. 
 

ok. once upon a time. HIHIIH .tak tak. Starting dia macam ni:


Time tunggu turn kat satu institut ni, ada sorang gadis datang tersenyum kat aku. Tengok aku atas bawah macam aku nih act like a princess pulak. puihhh! hahahaha. Tapi serius dia tenung dan cara dia tengok buat aku rasa nak kenal ngan dia. 

So, aku duduklah kat sebelah gadis comel nih. Then,kita pon startlah sesi taaruf bagai. From that, aku dapat tahu dia study kat ----- kos PJ. Aku tak tau pon shortform for kos apa. Angguk je lah. Pastu aku gitaulah serba sedikit pasal aku, kos apa, study kat mana. dan macam2 lagilah.

Then, masuklah mood-muhasabah sikit bila dia start tanya, 



" Dah lama ek pakai macam ni?"  Seriously aku terkejut dengan soalan tu. Aku  pon tengoklah dressing aku atas bawah.  Palazo hitam + baju labuh yang pink giler tu +handsock kuda belang+sock petak2 + bawal crepe hitam  . Tu je. Sumpah kalau tengok macam selekeh giler wey! Banyak sangat corak. hahahaha.

Aku tak jawab pon soalan dia. Senyum je. Sebab aku tau apa yang dia rasa. Tak yah sebutlah dressing dia cemana.

"Sebenarnya, dah lama sangat aku nak pakai macam ni. Aku suka tengok orang dress up gini. Aku pon pernah pakai macam ni tapi orang keliling aku semua pandang aku pelik wey. aku suka sangat tengok perempuan yang pakai tudung labuh plus berpurdah. Dalam hati aku ada niat nak jadi macam tu. Tapi tulahhh. Aku ada join PRM kat U aku (PRM: Persatuan Rakan Masjid kot) Bila ada meeting, kadang kami yang budak2 PJ ni pakai macam ni jelah * sambil tunjuk baju yang dia pakai*  Lepastu nampaklah muka2 orang alim yang pandang kami ni macam baru lepas bunuh orang.Tak tahan wey, aku keluar terus kelab tu" terus dia mengeluh . 
 
Aku tak tau nak respon apa sebenarnya. hahaha. But, i said to her, 

" its quite good bila awak dah ada rasa ITU. Tu maknanya Dia panggil kita. Tak yah peduli sangat orang keliling nih. Bukannya diaorang yang suap nasik ke mulut kita pon" 

Lepas je aku cakap, aku nampak reaksi muka dia berubah. Nampak lagi tenang dan lega.

" Pernah couple tak? Aku pernah wey! Kadangkan bila aku pakai macam *tangan tunjuk baju aku yang pink giler tu*,Aku rasa hipokrit sangat depan Tuhan."   Darah berderau naik ke muka. Merah muka aku. hahaha.

 Dia sambung lagi  " yelah. mana tak nye. Pakai baju labuh, tutup aurat tapi couple. Rasa berlakon sangat"

Aku senyum je dulu. 

" Haah. Pernah rasa gak macam tu. Tapi an, sebenarnya, tutup aurat tu wajib. Apa pon kita kena buat dulu.  Bab hati ni payah wey. Kita start dengan yang mudah dulu. Slow slow tukar imej then baru buat yang payah tu. Kuncinya istiqamah je. Buat sikit-sikit tapi kekal. "


Dia senyum sambil angguk. " hehehe.haa.kan. tapi susah nak istiqamah tu. k arr wey, Turn aku dah sampai. thanks" 
 
dia jalan sambil lambai tangan kat aku., Bye awak. 

Hari tu , rasa macam lain sikit. Balik rumah asyik terngiang-ngiang je suara gadis tadi. Aku ni bukannya baik pon. Dosa sana sini. Hati tak terjaga. tapi Allahu.


 Kadang-kadang Allah tutup aib kita supaya orang lain dapat belajar dari kita. 
 Kadang-kadang Allah tutup aib kita supaya kita tahu apa kesalahan kita.



moga kita di bawah payunganNya

have faith

Guys,

Pernah tak rasa sedih tetiba, rasa nak menangis for the whole day, feeling alone. Need space and let yourselft to be alone. Pernah tak rasa macam tu?

ok. Now, frankly speaking, i'm feel those feelings. Entah lah. Sekarang rasa nak menangis. Nak marah. Rasa sedih yang entah tak tahu menahu punca. And i'm pretty sure, siapa yang pm aku, aku akan ignored semua. Sorry *pouting lip*

Hidup ini ada pasang surut, ada hitam putih, ada hujan panas, Dan ingatlah semua itu tak kekal lama. be strong hawa !!

Nah, kau dengar lagu ni wa. NIGHT CHANGES sangat !!. Mana tau semangat tu datang balik. Ahah.

Huh ! * lap air mata*




Guys, jangan sedih sedih. Allah ada ngan kita selalu tau. Baru kena jentik sikit dah rebah. Kau cakap kau Daie! Daie mana boleh jatuh. Jadi legend sikit. Bangkit sayang !!!!


mOgA ALLAH reDhA

just a common reminder

Assalamualaikum semua.

Hari yang indah ni jangan sedih sedih. Senyum dan think positive k. 

Ok. Tak nak cakap banyak, cuma nak tanya kat semua termasuklah diri aku sendiri, 

"susah tak , nak istiqamah?" dan "susah tak,  nak berubah?"

Susah tak sebenarnya nih?

Kalau ternampak kawan-kawan kau bertudung labuh berjubah bagai, mesti terdetik, "alangkah baiknya kalau dia itu aku"

So, take a first step to be like her, jangan nak pandang apa orang cakap. Mulut orang kan!

Kalau dulu tak pakai sock, sekarang dah berjinak jinak pakai sock ,tak kisah lah sock kartun-kartun pon, comel hapee

kalau dulu tak pakai handsock, tunjuk lengan gebu gebas tu sana sini, kita slow-slowlah cuba selalukan.

Dulu tudung atas dada, sekarang cubalah bawah lutut pulak ke. lols. tu telekung,ahah!

 tak kisah lah tudung cemana pon . Sekarang nih segala macam tudung ada. Shawl,bawal, pashmina, jerung, ketam, kerang, pilihlah yang paling sesuai, jangan pulak badan ikan jerung, pakai tudung ikan bilis, Ahaks. Pandai -pandailah pilih .

Dan  yang paling penting bersihkan hati dulu tajdid niat kerana Dia, in sha Allah semua akan ok. 

Pilihlah redha Dia sebelum pujian manusia 

Dan sebaik-baik perubahan itu adalah istiqamah dalam mujahadahnya.

Cemana nak istiqamah?

Biar sikit asalkan kekal.

Kalau dulu, kita selalu pesan kat kengkawan, :

" wey, kalau aku pakai macam dedah sana sini kau tegur ya" 
"nasihat aku kalau aku buat salah"
"tarik aku kalau aku hanyut"

Then kengkawan tegur jangan pulak kau aku, kita tengking dia. memang susah untuk terima nasihat tapi hadam kan jugak. Nasihat kawan tu tandanya dia sayang kita tau ! 


Aku ni tak pandai berceramah bagai, kalau tegur pon memang kasar, so  klau ada apa apa yang 
aku buat,  buat korang semua tak senang duduk, pm tau. aku sayang semua. jumpa kat SANA nanti. 

Dewasa

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